rindu

br sehari blk umah.. ak dh rindu h3p3 ngn blok B1..
naseb umah ak ngn L dekat, leh gak gie touchin2 kt situ.. huhu..
semlm blk umah trus pi KL, tgk atok..
alhamdulillah, pas operation mlm hrtue kondisi atok makin ok..
even still on morphine ngn oxygen support..
sadis dowh.. ak ckp2 ngn atok, atok nasehat ak mcm2..
igt nk stay sane jg atok sepjg ak cuti neh, tp ibu x bg..
ibu kate adk kt umah xde org nk tgk, so ak blk umah ngn ayh n adk2, ibu stay sane jg atok mlm td..
afiq plak x dpt blk sbb br msk ikbn, sian plak kt dye..
keadaan atok: pankreas keras, usus bocor, radang paru2, demam 38'C ke ats yg x kebah2..
aku tgk doktor pam perut atok, kluarkn bile, air tue warna ijau kuning2.. ikut tiub hidung..
seksa sgt.. felt so sad seeing him like dat.. but..
insyaAllah, atok akn ok..
tp.. ibu dh slowtalk ngn ak..
ibu kate he'll be alright but he wont be da same..
i dunno y ibu ckp ngn ak cmtu, but i guess she wanted me to brace da fact dat my grandpa will never be da same..
i dont care, as long as he's gonna be fine.. i do hope so..
gotta go, fairus dh nangis, wanna give her bath.. cook some dinner after dat..
tata..